This is the time of the year I wish I was celebrating the New Years with my mom. It’s been painful to celebrate it for 6 years now. I just want to be with her. ugh I sound like a little kid but I can’t help but miss her like one.
I’m probably one of those people who don’t appreciate the attention of the opposite sex because I’m fixated on getting that attention from a specific person. I ignore the attention from everyone else and then I’m unhappy that no one cares about me while knowing that there are people attracted to me.